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I have some exciting news! The date is set for my next photo shoot: next Friday! I will be working with one of my favorite photographer and two of my favorite designers (maybe more. I am trying to recruit more people as we speak). There will be pvc, corsets, and amazing Gothic gowns.
I am also working on a 2013 calendar and am trying to release it for sale by November 1st. In the meantime, please let me know if you are possibly interested in purchasing one. I already have one month for it featuring some of these fabulous steam punk images:
I am still having a super hard time financially. I am just going to have to make a lot of sacrifices and try my best to sell some prints in the next week. Thankfully, my boyfriend is now hereby employed seasonally, so in a few weeks, when he gets his first pay check, I will be getting some help with the bills, but for now I am still uncertain as to how I will be making all my bills for the next few weeks.
My landlord has to sell the house because the banks' been on his ass about something so I am not sure how much longer Cody and I will be able to live here. It's scary. I want to have enough money by the time we have to move to get an apartment and not to have our fate in another roommates' hands, etc. or to have to deal with any more assholes in the future, so I am crossing my fingers. I really need this. It's so hard because I'm already working 5 days a week and trying to fit modeling in there too. I never get a true day off, but that's how it's been for a long time. At least before, a lot of my work was from home and I could spend time with my loved ones more and somewhat relax my body.
Please check out my Etsy and tell your friends about it. If I could make some money off of my art or prints, that would be a tremendous help: etsy.com/shop/vampireleniore
I hurt my back and am trying to nurse it back to health. My wrist is still hurt 2 and 1/2 months later, but it feels a lot better than it did. There was some time there that I couldn't even use my left hand. Now I just can't lift anything and sometimes it hurts a lot randomly or will start to throb. I really hope to make a full recovery.
My focus has been on getting as much done in the 3 hours of leisure time I have every day as possible. I am trying to exercise, write, draw, do chores, meditate, work on my makeup skills, read, etc. It's really hard to get myself motivated to do all of it, but you only live once and I am determined to accomplish as much as I can in my short time on this Earth and to be the sexiest girlfriend Cody could ever hope for, so I have to take care of this body and this mind for the both of us and really for everyone in my life. A happy person makes good company, right?
PS. On my face book fan page, I am currently holding a contest (the prize is a free signed print of your choice. Not all my pictures are available as prints, but a lot of them are. See details on the contest here: www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbi…
I leave you with new stuff by Danger Ninja Production:
I am also working on a 2013 calendar and am trying to release it for sale by November 1st. In the meantime, please let me know if you are possibly interested in purchasing one. I already have one month for it featuring some of these fabulous steam punk images:
I am still having a super hard time financially. I am just going to have to make a lot of sacrifices and try my best to sell some prints in the next week. Thankfully, my boyfriend is now hereby employed seasonally, so in a few weeks, when he gets his first pay check, I will be getting some help with the bills, but for now I am still uncertain as to how I will be making all my bills for the next few weeks.
My landlord has to sell the house because the banks' been on his ass about something so I am not sure how much longer Cody and I will be able to live here. It's scary. I want to have enough money by the time we have to move to get an apartment and not to have our fate in another roommates' hands, etc. or to have to deal with any more assholes in the future, so I am crossing my fingers. I really need this. It's so hard because I'm already working 5 days a week and trying to fit modeling in there too. I never get a true day off, but that's how it's been for a long time. At least before, a lot of my work was from home and I could spend time with my loved ones more and somewhat relax my body.
Please check out my Etsy and tell your friends about it. If I could make some money off of my art or prints, that would be a tremendous help: etsy.com/shop/vampireleniore
I hurt my back and am trying to nurse it back to health. My wrist is still hurt 2 and 1/2 months later, but it feels a lot better than it did. There was some time there that I couldn't even use my left hand. Now I just can't lift anything and sometimes it hurts a lot randomly or will start to throb. I really hope to make a full recovery.
My focus has been on getting as much done in the 3 hours of leisure time I have every day as possible. I am trying to exercise, write, draw, do chores, meditate, work on my makeup skills, read, etc. It's really hard to get myself motivated to do all of it, but you only live once and I am determined to accomplish as much as I can in my short time on this Earth and to be the sexiest girlfriend Cody could ever hope for, so I have to take care of this body and this mind for the both of us and really for everyone in my life. A happy person makes good company, right?
PS. On my face book fan page, I am currently holding a contest (the prize is a free signed print of your choice. Not all my pictures are available as prints, but a lot of them are. See details on the contest here: www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbi…
I leave you with new stuff by Danger Ninja Production:
Update on my cancer
I went in to see the radiologist yesterday and got my little tattoos and a scan. I start radiation on Monday. It will be five days a week for 5-6 weeks. Honestly, I am really scared. I am scared of the complications, how my skin will hold up, and what I will look like afterward.
A couple of the biggest complications that frighten me have to do with my heart and lung being right there, the possibility of getting skin cancer down the line, and delayed wound healing in the future when I get surgeries there again. That's just to name a few, but there is a long list of things that could go wrong with radiation, as with everything.
I got called i
Broke from my battle with cancer. Made a gofundme.
I created a GoFundMe. I honestly never wanted to do this. Asking for help is hard for me and it always makes me feel uncomfortable, but I really need help. I feel desperate, stressed out, and a little panicked about money a lot of the time. If this goes well, it will be one less thing for me to worry about right now. Thank you. PS. Please spread the word, if you don't mind.
https://www.gofundme.com/vampireleniore039s-cancer-fight
I have cancer...again
So, just a quick update. I just found out I have cancer again. I am really traumatized right now. I was still recovering from the last time I had cancer (11 months ago) and still hadn't gotten to really do things again. This time, I don't have savings. This time I am going into this with an already badly damaged body and the cancer hurts so much more. I am terrified and sad, pissed off and jealous of people who get to be healthy. Honestly, if I disappear all of a sudden, it probably means I'm not alive anymore.
If you have to take a message from what I am going through, I have a few: always treat sick, elderly, and disabled people with the u
Updates: Patreon, cancer, etsy, etc.
Hey, guys. I know I haven't been actively posting things on here for a while (though I have been on here pretty much every day). It's been mostly because I have been really sick, getting chemo, four different surgeries in a little over a year, etc. I finished chemo in July, but the effects from it like to stick around forever, plus I have to be on really shitty anti-cancer medication that blocks my estrogen for five years and it's already doing a number on my bones, plus I just got my latest surgery a few months ago, but I digress. Ultimately, all of this shit I am going through has left me broke. I have been fortunate enough to have Medi-cal
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omg, korn's counting on you is an awesome song
chocolate lucky charms are bomb too
look forward to seeing the new pics, good luck with the financial/employment situation, and i hope you get well soon ^_^
chocolate lucky charms are bomb too
look forward to seeing the new pics, good luck with the financial/employment situation, and i hope you get well soon ^_^